Not tomorrow it isn't, which means for time for the shadow that awaits within the heart. The New World, here I come to conquer it all...hopefully by next week, of course.

BBFN.

No Kingdom Hearts yet...not because it's not out but because I'm too busy playing Shadow Hearts and my brother's too busy playing Grandia. Maybe next week or two weeks from now perhaps?

BBFN.

Walk away. Walk far away and see me as a speck on the horizon. The dreams and thoughts that surround you no longer exists within you but without you. And what do I mean by without? That is for you to figure out on your own. My own high is strange and yet somehow, beyond comparison. It is almost as if...as if there really is a high that is good for us all...a highness that can push the distance between you and me to even greater lengths...

Strange...

BBFN.

Always a concern it is, except for the wealthy ('cause they have too much of it) and the idiots (because they say money is not a concern of theirs). The cost of the Bali trip has gone up again and now I have to start scrounging up money again. Shouldn't be a problem...unless the cost goes up again. Heh...maybe I should start selling Michael off since there's always a sucker out there who'd be willing to fuck his asshole or let him rim theirs...

On the other hand, God forbid it...

BBFN.

I feel like insulting the you ass of ei today and I got a few pros to help me with it too. Here goes:

Perhaps, after all, America never has been discovered. I myself would say that it had merely been detected.

America is so vast that almost everything said about it is likely to be true, and the opposite is probably equally true.

If you find a box labelled American Dry Goods, you can be reasonably sure it will contain nothing but their novels.

America is a mistake, a giant mistake.

The Army has carried the American ... ideal to its logical conclusion. Not only do they prohibit discrimination on the grounds of race, creed and color, but also on ability.

Nobody ever went broke underestimating the intelligence of the American public.

It was wonderful to find America, but it would have been more wonderful to miss it.

The Constitution gives every American the inalienable right to make a damn fool of himself.

America is the only country that went from barbarism to decadence without civilization in between.

America is a country that doesn't know where it is going but is determined to set a speed record getting there.

Ten down...God knows how many more to go.

BBFN.

Times of war do step about. Burning people stalks the lands as terrible war beasts pounce from the shadows to surround and bring down brave heroes who wish to drive back the darkness. But we will fight back for we are not cowards and glory beckons. Our hearts beat with trepidation, not because of fear of defeat but because of our wonderment as to whole long it will all last. Courage my friend and it will be over soon...and perhaps your purses will not be robbed by a particular halfling at the end of it all...

BBFN.

They do not matter. The physical ones. Only the ones deep within us does. The ones that helps determine the reality which surrounds us, flows about us and through us, above and under...in fact, one can almost say that nothing matters at all, since everything comes in shapes, even the thoughts within our minds (which has a thought-like shape).

Wait...what is that which I see, floating a ways from where I sit? Something red...almost rectangularish in shape...the steps of a man as he leaves the crowd...shame floats around like heavy pedestal in zero gravity. The garishness of it all embeds itself deep within all but banality would soon encrouch and then naughts will never walk alone.

BBFN.

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Enjoy. ^_^

BBFN.

The chicken has fled the coop. No more do we have to look at him or see him. We don't have to listen to how the big bad wolf don't like him and how much grandma loves him. Or that the pregnant lady smooched him back stage or even see him get girl-mobbed.

Hoozah...hoozah...Chicken Little has fled the coop. Now...only nine more to go...

BBFN.

It starts today! And I'm back in college again tomorrow! Why? 'Cause I'm going to be selling ice-cream! Hmmmm...maybe I should stop being so excited about that.

BBFN.

Strange...I thought my chest started buzzing like a handphone...must be one of my more screwed-up thoughts again, I suppose. Any more like this and people will definitely question the level of my sanity. Not like I actually had much on the threshold of sanity to begin with in the first place. Why else would I use Winnie the Pooh signatures to sign out after every posting?

BBFN.

My cruise gear seems to have gotten jammed somewhere (not that I'm surprised or anything) and I just can't seem to find that extra kick to get motivated to do anything. It's not really scary, I guess, since I can usually live without motivation for years at a time (well not quite years...months actually, the current record being...eight months? I don't know...that time just seemed so...empty fo some strange reason). Of course, this being the last semester and all, I should be worried...but then again, the same thing happened to me on my other last semester too and I got through that so I shouldn't be so worried about this, right?

Oh well...whatever...

BBFN.

There was once
a beautiful young
woman
who lives faraway
from this land
who had captured
the heart of
a young fool
who thought that
maybe
if she would
notice him
his life might be
happy
But this is a
fool as
mentioned
earlier
and as we
all know as
truth
no one
notices a fool
no one

BBFN.

P.S. Thought I write something different for my 300th posting instead of the usual numbers and all that. Not sure if anyone likes this, but if they don't, they don't have to read it, right? ^_^

Around the world
we go
round and round
without a care
We become dizzy
like soda cans
and I think
we are
going to burst
and spray soda
like shaken cans
Psst!
Goes the can
that went
around the world
What oh what
shall we do?
Now that
the can has
burst
and its
contents spilt
What indeed?

BBFN.

I need one of those again, especially after my 16 hour geek fest throughout the Internet. Give me one month and I can speak Mandarin fluently, at least the Mandarin that was shown in Firefly. Ask me about a good story and I'll show you Planescape Torment. After that, let's don our powered armour and we can go off to New Reno while listening to Louis Armstrong on our PIP-boy. And finally we can end the night by going to Mars and then descending to the deepest depths of Hell.

Then again...I don't want a reality check. Give me fiction and fantasy anytime!

BBFN.

I had a chat with Lufti on the phone and we came up with an interesting idea: all supermodels are beautiful in the sexy kind of way. But what about one of those girl-next-door supermodel? Granted, there are no such things are those kind of supermodels, but heh, that's an idea worth thinking about, isn't it? ^_^

BBFN.

I guess I should say something about the Commonwealth Games since I'm watching it right now on TV but nothing floats into my mind as I watch the people from different parts of the world that used to be part of the British empire make their march into the stadium. It's an interesting sports event, true...but I group the Games as a lesser version of the Olympics and I never really was interested in the Olympics in the first place due to my preference for team sports events.

I should cheer the Malaysian contingent on but then again, this is the Malaysian contingent that I'm talking about here. The sporting contingent that can match my own ever-shifting (and most of the time, usually in the wrong direction) mood. We shall see, I guess. They might do well...well...the Para-atheletes would do well, that's for sure. It's just the ordinary athletes that I worry about.

BBFN.

I have to sit here and listen to my sister watching that 'Heart of Dribble' tv series. In Vietnamese (no offense to Minh but listening to a Cantonese series in Vietnamese sounds odd to kingdom come).

The horror...

BBFN.

Happy birthday to Chris Chia and here's to you being able to drive a car (and hopefully divert some of the taxi driver duties away from me to you ^_^)

BBFN.

They came up with a new exam format for our finals where we are given the exam questions two weeks before the actual exams and we can go and prep the answers before hand. Of course, students being students (that is, opportunistic assholes ^_^), we came up with a proposal that we'll do a group study on the paper before hand and answer the same questions and prep the answers for the same question. Might as well, since they're given us that kind of idiotic exam. But then again, since IMI is being led by that fat prig whose stick rides so high up his pi ku that he probably treats that stick as a dildo and gets anal orgasms each time he walks...

BBFN.

Raikkonen does what he does best...he crashes out at during the qualifying round of the Bahrain GP...sometimes I still wonder why the hell do I continue supporting Mclaren if this keeps on happening so often that an accident-free race for Mclaren is a God-send...oh well...here's to both the Ferraris crashing out tomorrow after a disastrous freak sandstorm that takes out Ferrari and Renault at the same time ^_^

BBFN.

Okay...let's see now...oh yeah. Play D&D, go back (now that the Demon game is cancelled) and play D&D again the next day. Cool plan. I like it.

BBFN.

I woke up with that annoying tickle at the bottom of my throat, the one that screams, 'Flu!' and so I decided to go back to sleep. Slept up until 11.30 and I thought, 'Stella's gonna nail me next week when she sees me' since I have the stuff for today's tourism class. Until I got the SMS about three pm today that says 'No Tourism class'.

And of course...that idiot hamster of mine still hasn't returned back to her cage but at least now I know where she's hiding...behind the piano. She's going to have to come out of there someday.

BBFN.

1) Well, to be honest...
2) Not to say anything bad about that person...
3) Trust me, you look just fine!
4) No...of course you're not dumb...
5)You haven't changed at all!

BBFN until I figure out more lies.

Hope is a lie
Life is a lie
Everything is a lie
Why bother?
So I choose
not to live
In hopes that
something
better awaits
Or is that
a lie as well?

They're weird little things, stories are. I should know, since I write them every once in a while when all of a sudden one of them decides to come alive and grab whole of your consciousness and forces you to tell them to the whole world. Sometimes I wonder what life would be like without stories. Would it be more sane or would it be more unstable?

BBFN.

Ladies and gentlemen, a word of advice from yours truly on how to tell whether your boyfriend has been drinking despite the fact that he seems relatively sober to you: give him a blowjob and apparently, you can taste the drink on his penis. This fact has been tested out on whiskey but not any other alcholic beverage yet so discretion is the better part of the valour in this case.

BTW, I got this little info from Lufti who got this info from his friend who was told this by his girlfriend after a you-know-what session. Hehehe

BBFN.

Read title. 'nuff said.

BBFN.

The last to leave Pandora's box...or the only thing remaining in that damn box. Depends on which version you heard/read. In my case, it's both; otherwise I wouldn't have made that statement, now would I?

The funny thing about hope is that depending on how much you have, you're either considered an optimist or a madman. Sure, you've got a better outlook on life than everyone else but then again, why are you harbouring so much hope when there's a nuclear missile aimed at your face? Sometimes it's probably just better to lose hope than to stand firm. At least you won't be called a madman; just loser or wimp or coward or pathetic but not madman...

TTFN.

There is darkness within us all. No one can flee from it for it is their very nature that causes this darkness to appear in thei hearts. To deny it would be deny one's true self and to embrace it is to say that there is nothing worth within oneself. Choose your side...or do not choose. It doesn't matter...not when it is matters of the heart...

TTFN.

P.S. When is Kingdom Hearts 2 coming out? I'm already in the mood fo it...hence my Ansem impersonation...