The old mutt has maggots again, this time in this huge gaping hole that people call a wound but I call a huge gaping hole filled with doggie fluids and maggots. Dy and Zheng pulled out the little critters while I had the enviable job of holding down the mutt as they pulled the larvaes out. Didn't count how many maggots we pulled out the first time but I counted 94 pieces of protein for ants the second time we did it today so that places it within the vicinity of...oh say...more than 200 maggots pulled out. And we still think there's more to come.

BBFN.

Well...what kind I say other than what kind of a screwed up secret ending is that? It's not even worth the effort on the standard difficulty! Other than that, nice game, fun game although too much of FF7 and some of the VA's that I wanted in the game aren't there. Again, not worth a second play through. 'nough said.

BBFN.

My sisters (both of them) has taken control of the DVD player, and therefore the TV the whole day. I curse the day I brought back two seasons of OC from Bali...on the other hand, the chick who plays Hailey definitely puts the 'ho' in 'hot', if you know what I mean ^_^

BBFN.

It was midsummer's night
And all was not silent and still.
Make you wonder just
what this is all about.
I wouldn't care less
nor would I care more
but it just makes me
wonder a little more
about whether or not
there is hope
beyond the deep blue
For with every step
I fail to take
someone else takes
another two
and for everyone that I
do take
four more are taken
by the other.
Again it makes me wonder
whether or not
everything was worth it.

BBFN.

Just came back from Bali and I did my best to return back to the world of internet connection (oh sweet internet connection...how I miss you so much while I was in Bali...everything else can rot in hell for all I care but it's good to be back with the internet ^_^).

Now my poor emails has been flooded by crap mail and I have the job of clearing it up (I blame Fiona and Henry for all of this crapsicles that keep going my way). I don't know if my hamster's alive since I'm in my aunt's place typing this out and there's the stuff which I smuggl...I mean I brought back from Bali since I have to sort them out and pass them around.

As to what happened in Bali...well, that's another sorting session but once I've got that done, it'll be up here in this blog where the world couldn't care less what happens in it ^_^

BBFN.

Today was my first day working with Ricky and him being the nice guy that he is, treated us to some really good shit. I got two shots of triple shot Johnnie Walker Black label and half a bottle of white wine (can't remember what it was but whatever it was, it was sure some good shit). Hell...I'm still in the midst of la-la land even as I write this post because of the stuff that I drank. Of course...then he had to go off and spoil it by giving me a personality test of myself and who I really am, according to him. Not that I mind...but it really spoils my semi-sober state then and right now.

He said I was an interesting person, because he couldn't figue out exactly who I am. Om the one hand, I appear to have these traits and on the other hand, I have traits that totally contradict the traits that I have in the first hand to such an extent that it seemed that I have the contradictory traits. And yet at the same time, I seem to have another dimension to my personality which has nothing to do with the earlier traits which I exhibited...see what I mean by spoiling my enjoyment of my drunkeness? All these thinking will kill my head one day or later (although I prefer the former)...

So who am I really? I guess in this case. omly God truly does know. No other fool would appear or pretend to be as complicated (or was it as transparent?) as I am without screwing up everyone's imagination. Don't bother replying to this post, of course. I think that this is something that I probably want and need to figure out on my own...

So...BBFN since my head is spinning right now from the alcohol that still exists in my bloodstream.

In three days time, I'll be going to Bali. Hoorah. Yay. Yippee. I know I'm suppose to be more excited about this whole trip (expecially since I spent so much money on this damn trip) but I'm not. I don't know why but I'm just not. Sad, isn't it?

BBFN.

Life is usually weird. Most of the time there's nothing to do so therefore most of the time we end up doing nothing or at least pretending to be doing something in order to make it seem like we're doing something. Like this blog for example. I fill in as much and as often as I can, not to make it seem like I have lots to write about but rather to see how much of the content in here will become nonsensical crap. As it nears its first anniversary, I can happily tell you that well...there's nothing much but crap in this web log anyways. Of course as a general rule, people will read just about anything (like I need to tell you that ^_^).

BBFN.

I love you.

Thank you.

BBFN.

Nothing. Yadda. Zip. Had one class today and no class tomorrow and one class the day after that. It doesn't feel like anything's been happening this week at all. I'm starting to hate every single public holidays right now...

BBFN.

Maltheists are such babies, if you ask me. After all, if people were to say 'God should have done something to prevent this otherwise he's nothing more than a sadistic bastard who likes to torture his creation', then it's going to happen all the time regardless and I would soon be surrounded by a bunch of Jim Carrey wannabes wandering around shouting 'Smite me o' mighty smiter!'

I don't know. It's like they've got a grip against God for not making things seem straight-forward to them. They sound like they want God to make a perfect world for them. Why else should they start making their theories about how God is evil because He allows evil to fester in this world of ours? He should just step in and wipe out all forms of evil in this world if he's so good, instead of sitting up in heaven looking down on us like as though we're his playthings. If that's the kind of God that they want, I suppose I should just say this: go and find the Cthulhu Mythos and live in that world since that's the kind of God that you want.

Why does evil fester in our world? Because we make choices that are evil that's why. Sure, God could come into this world and wipe out all the evil, but that'd be taking away our free will. And if someone wants to come up and say that we're being punished for our free will, I'd like to make one point: the last time I checked, I thought that justice was considered a virtue. You know, the virtue that says that no evil shall go unpunished, be it in this life or the afterlife. Maybe that's why there's a Hell.

And as for the argument that evil can exist without good, hmmph. If there is no good, then there can be no comparison for evil; everything will just be normal because all is evil and there is no good to be compared with. Big chicken-egg argument if you ask me.

To the maltheists out there, don't bother trying to reply to this. I won't read it and I can't be convinced otherwise. If you're insulted, I'm sticking my tongue out at you anyways. You have your beliefs and I have mine and we won't convince each other regardless of what we do. You can try if you want to though.

TTFN.

Here's to hoping that tomorrow won't be such a wasted day (even it already is) and that Chelsea would lose this year (even though they won today's match but who knows?). Anything else that I missed out? Oh well, I'll just add it in when I remember exactly what it is.

BBFN.

Has a second blackout today, this time a more natural kind shall we say. There was this flash of light followed by a loud sonic boom and everything went dark. Thank God I pulled out the telephone line long before this happened; otherwise you won't be seeing this post today.

Other than that, just your average boring Saturday of sitting down at home and playing games. Ah...lazy Saturdays...don't you just love them?

BBFN.

Have a headache right now. Dy says it's from my stiff neck which seems to be true now that I started massaging it and all that. Let's see what happens tomorrow when I wake up.

On the other hand, Zam still has the flu and he can't make it on Monday. The other source of my headache...sigh...

BBFN.

A lot of people have asked me, which do I consider more essential: water or electricity? My answer was pretty obvious: if I don't have water, I get thristy and if I don't get electricity, I get bored. So therefore, I chose electricity. Better to die of thirst than to find out whether it's possible to die of boredom.

As it happened, there was a three plus hour blackout in my neighbourhood following a thunderstorm in the afternoon and one of the power pole went tumbling down. So power had to be cut while they fix the pole and I have to say...that was pretty damn dull...at least I managed to sleep the blackout away and at least it wasn't that ridiculous power outage that happened back in '96. Now that was a real doozy of a blackout...

BBFN.

From Shadow to Kingdom
From 3 to 2
From the New World
to a multitude of worlds
From darkness to light
From death to life
Transformations abound
but what remains the same?
Nothing
Just a change of pace

BBFN.

P.S. Just finished Shadow Hearts: From the New World and now I'll be starting on Kingdom Hearts 2...just in case no one figured out what I was writing about ^_^

This is stupid...a repeat of the start of the semester. The start of the second half of the semester and all hopes towards a decent time in college...spoiled by two consecutives days of lecturers taking MCs and Puteri's not coming tomorrow either.

If this was the case, they might as well just tell us that our mid-term break is two weeks long instead of one week. Spastic jackasses...

BBFN.