It's the second day of the wake and this time more people came by as predicted. Of course, most of them were volunteers who came to chant sutras and what nots, which I let them be for the most part. Met quite a few more people as well, including one person from Klang who asked me whether I could remember her. Nope, can't say that I do. Then she asked me which Form was I in? Right...for those of you who don't get that part, when people in Malaysia ask you, what Form are you in, they assume that you're in secondary school aka high school. I know I look young for my age, but please...that's ten years of the mark okay? On the other hand...hehe...ladies, wanna know the secret to looking ten years younger than you really are? I'll be the selling my secret to eternal youth sometime soon ^_^

Anyways...tomorrow is the third day and the final day of the wake before it's time for the funeral and cremation. So God bless to everyone again tonight.

TTFN.

Today's the first day of the wake and I definitely feel much better. Going to work was a big help I guess, since it took my mind of what happened yesterday and I had to focus on those college brats whom I've taken a liking to. Hah...imagine...me liking college brats...granted I get to fail them if the mood takes me so yeah...I like them ^_^

Death brings people together. I think I've said it before but I can't remember when so I'll say it again. Today was just friends and relatives adn boy...it was packed. I don't even know who half of them were and I think they were supposed to be my relatives from some part of Klang. And it's not even Thursday (the day when both KL and Selangor gets to enjoy state holiday at the same time). Shudder...

Anyways...I guess I'll save my thoughts for another day. Got another of work tomorrow (both college brats and wake stuff before the final farewell on Friday). If any of my readers are coming, see you there. If not, God bless you wherever you are and thanks for reading this post.

TTFN.

My grandma just passed on today and I don't know what to say. That ep of Buffy where she found her mom dead, lying on the sofa...well, my grandmum was sitting on her chair when she complained about a sudden pain, and me being the bastard that I was dismissed for one of her usual complaints for a while until everyone was rushing to her side and panicking and I froze like a fucked-up idiot because I didn't know what to do and I started to panic and walking up and down like an idiot and my dad told me to look for the doctor's number and I couldn't find it and then I found it and I called the doctor and I got through after a few tries and he told me to try and rub her and then he told me to get her to the hospital but my dad said no because she was white and pale and already not breathing and I tried to feel for a pulse but I don't fucking know how to do it and my dad told me to call for the ambulance and I did and I went out and I waited for it with the gates wide open and the damn thing took so long to arrive and everyone was calling everyone and no one could get my mum and then the ambulance arrived and a pair of paramedics came and one of them examined her and that bitch had the audacity to say, 'I can do CPR but it won't help much and I wanted to say 'Shut up bitch and just do it' but I didn't and soon they left and then my dad started getting the kids to go and clear up the stuff and cover up all reflective surface and no one could still get my mum and now we cleared up all the stuff and the undertaker is here and I'm typing this stuff out and I dare not go to the living room because that's where my grandma is and I just don't want to look at her because damn it, she's not suppose to die now, she's only suppose to do that when I've got six kids for her to call her great-grand kids and since I'm never going to have kids that means she never has to die cause no one wants another person to die and damn...I'm pretty fucked up right now 'cause I don't know what to do like in that ep where Buffy finds her mum dead on the sofa...I don't want to cry because I'm a guy and I'm not suppose to cry and fuck all this...it wasn't suppose to happen today alright?

Random thought no 1: Why is it that most boy bands have one gay member in their midst? Boyzone, Westlife, Blue (there has to be one in that one. How else can they get along with Elton John?) Is there something about metrosexual men that attract homosexual men into their midst? Come to think of it, how come there aren't any gay women in girl bands/groups or whatever they're called? Or are they infested with men pretending to be women? Which leads me to the part where I start thinking about the wrongness of men nowadays and I crawl to a dark corner of the world and start weeping about the sorry state of life these days.

Random thought no 2: With the impending lawsuits that News Straits Times have brought down on Jeff Ooi and another guy, will the floodgates open for more lawsuits against bloggers in Malaysia? Will more people be sued? Will others be branded agents of Singapore? Will the US of A brand Malaysia as an tyrannical nation and begin to launch an invasion so as to 'free' us from tyranny and later dump us while we're in the midst of civil war? Yeah right...

TTFN.

I don't know whether this is fake or not but it is cool to watch ^_^

http://video.yahoo.com/video/play?vid=328ecf091dbab473f15ff8ef37dfe6b8.1609993&cache=1

Wasn't sure how bad the earthquake would affect this site so I stayed off blogging for a while. But the connection seems to be fine so I type this post in order to welcome the freaks of America back on tv. Yes, that's right! American Idol's back on Star World and now it's the time to get the ear plugs and stomach ointments (cause I'm laughing too damn hard at American delusion). We've got a McPhee copy cat and I think there's going to be a Taylor wannabe coming in tomorrow. But so far, I don't see a sure-fire winner yet. But never mind that. Let's just enjoy American dumbness while it last.

TTFN.


P.S. Happy belated New Year to those who actually enjoy the new year.